i don't love but i can wear disguises.
i'll wear a mask, pull the hood and hide myself for you.
oh, it's a shame that you learned not to mind it.
how did you learn not to mind it, not to mind me?
i can try until i'm better, but i know that will never be.
i can try to make it better, but i know that's getting old for me.
it's old for me, it's over for me.
peace of mind, it's all i'm trying to find.
i don't speak, i can't meet your eyes.
i stare at walls and stare at floors and stare all through the night.
a downcast gaze, a downcast life.
i know i chose to live this way alone inside.
in time it gets better, that's what i'm told to believe.
you work hard to make it better, but what if this never leaves?
it never leaves, it's always with me.
don't tell me i can't change
i know what i have to do
but it's too hard when i'm burning bridges and burning up all the days.
the chances missed to make amends so i'm here to say
i am sorry for all my ways.